she finished before he began...
it was like watching my life on t.v., and everything i feared would happen, did...just like that. and there was no conclusion. there was no answer to the problem.
and then i remembered there never is.
it's this anticipation of something, anything, that keeps me going sometimes. the ever-present possibility of something great, or horrible. it drives me.
today i was on the brink of being completely irresponsible for little more than the excitement of a smile. but i decided to be a good girl. "don't work too hard," they said...the problem is, i always do.
and then i remembered there never is.
it's this anticipation of something, anything, that keeps me going sometimes. the ever-present possibility of something great, or horrible. it drives me.
today i was on the brink of being completely irresponsible for little more than the excitement of a smile. but i decided to be a good girl. "don't work too hard," they said...the problem is, i always do.