if you kiss me goodnight. [1/??]
Title: if you kiss me goodnight
Author: damnediffidont
Pairing: Jalex,Alex Gaskarth/Jack Barakat
POV: Jack
Summary: Jack barakat is in love with Alex Gaskarth, he cant tell him, it could ruin there friednship forever, but one day it slips out..
Author Notes: i know it's short but its my first post, and its bad :/ OH WELL. comment?
6th October 2010
"im leaving" he choked out, the tears rolling down his smooth, pale face. he was looking straight at me. his eyes showing no emotion whatsoever. he stood there, in the white v neck shirt i just bought him the other week, his hands shoved deep into his pockets.
"w-what..?" i whispered, it took a moment to realise what was happening, i was crying. my heart aching. i was shaking violently, struggling to breath. then it hit me. like a train...my Alex was gone.
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2 years earlier;
i sighed as i turned over on the incredibly small-spaced bunk that was unfortunately mine. i groaned, one of the downsides of being on tour was the amount of limited space on the bus, the bunks were so squished, you could barely fit two people in it. I closed my eyes, trying to fall into a deep sleep before tonights show, in new york.
i was almost asleep, the bus was dead, i was the only one on it apart from Matt and Vinny curled up in the lounge watching Disney channel. i shuffled around a bit, and felt something beside me, i decided to ignore whatever/whoever it was and turn my back to it.
"Jackkkyyy.." a farmiliar voice murmured, i felt my heart skip a beat as he pressed a soft kiss to the back of my neck, i felt the red tinge grow in my cheeks. it was Alex, the boy who had my heart. i'd known him since we were 13 years old, and we were the best friends ever. he's always with me, were there for eachother through everything. i'd never dare tell him how i felt about him, i couldn't. it would ruin our whole friendship, i had'nt realise i was in a daze until i felt somthing wet slide across my neck, causing me to shiver.
Alex giggled as he felt me squirm, i smiled and turned to face him, his brown warm eyes looking into mine. god.. i could have kissed him right there and then, but i bit my lip, forcing myself not to.
"hi.." i murmerd, sliding an arm around his waist, he mimicked my actions, and i moved closer to him, my eyes locked on his.
"your freezing, barakat." he chuckled as he pulled me even closer, holding me protectivley.
"your here now, i'll be warmer" i smiled, nuzzling my face into his neck.
"Hey, Ja-" ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. alex's phone vibrated. i jumped a little as i felt the vibration through his pocket that seemed to effect the two of us. he slid it out of his pocket and read the message.. he smiled.
"its Paige.." he beamed, and i felt my heart break. Paige was his girlfriend, they'd been together for 3 years.. evertime i saw him touched her my heart shattered even more, it made me want to punch her.
"he should be mine, i should be the one texting him cute little messages. that should be me he's smiling about.
I felt myself tearing up, and alex looked at me and frowned
"what is it.. Jack?" he whispered, his finger felt like satin on my skin as he wiped away my tears.
i took a deep breath. closed my eyes and whispered..
"im in love with you.."
A/N: i know it's short but its my first post, and its bad :/ OH WELL. comment?
Author: damnediffidont
Pairing: Jalex,Alex Gaskarth/Jack Barakat
POV: Jack
Summary: Jack barakat is in love with Alex Gaskarth, he cant tell him, it could ruin there friednship forever, but one day it slips out..
Author Notes: i know it's short but its my first post, and its bad :/ OH WELL. comment?
6th October 2010
"im leaving" he choked out, the tears rolling down his smooth, pale face. he was looking straight at me. his eyes showing no emotion whatsoever. he stood there, in the white v neck shirt i just bought him the other week, his hands shoved deep into his pockets.
"w-what..?" i whispered, it took a moment to realise what was happening, i was crying. my heart aching. i was shaking violently, struggling to breath. then it hit me. like a train...my Alex was gone.
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2 years earlier;
i sighed as i turned over on the incredibly small-spaced bunk that was unfortunately mine. i groaned, one of the downsides of being on tour was the amount of limited space on the bus, the bunks were so squished, you could barely fit two people in it. I closed my eyes, trying to fall into a deep sleep before tonights show, in new york.
i was almost asleep, the bus was dead, i was the only one on it apart from Matt and Vinny curled up in the lounge watching Disney channel. i shuffled around a bit, and felt something beside me, i decided to ignore whatever/whoever it was and turn my back to it.
"Jackkkyyy.." a farmiliar voice murmured, i felt my heart skip a beat as he pressed a soft kiss to the back of my neck, i felt the red tinge grow in my cheeks. it was Alex, the boy who had my heart. i'd known him since we were 13 years old, and we were the best friends ever. he's always with me, were there for eachother through everything. i'd never dare tell him how i felt about him, i couldn't. it would ruin our whole friendship, i had'nt realise i was in a daze until i felt somthing wet slide across my neck, causing me to shiver.
Alex giggled as he felt me squirm, i smiled and turned to face him, his brown warm eyes looking into mine. god.. i could have kissed him right there and then, but i bit my lip, forcing myself not to.
"hi.." i murmerd, sliding an arm around his waist, he mimicked my actions, and i moved closer to him, my eyes locked on his.
"your freezing, barakat." he chuckled as he pulled me even closer, holding me protectivley.
"your here now, i'll be warmer" i smiled, nuzzling my face into his neck.
"Hey, Ja-" ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. alex's phone vibrated. i jumped a little as i felt the vibration through his pocket that seemed to effect the two of us. he slid it out of his pocket and read the message.. he smiled.
"its Paige.." he beamed, and i felt my heart break. Paige was his girlfriend, they'd been together for 3 years.. evertime i saw him touched her my heart shattered even more, it made me want to punch her.
"he should be mine, i should be the one texting him cute little messages. that should be me he's smiling about.
I felt myself tearing up, and alex looked at me and frowned
"what is it.. Jack?" he whispered, his finger felt like satin on my skin as he wiped away my tears.
i took a deep breath. closed my eyes and whispered..
"im in love with you.."
A/N: i know it's short but its my first post, and its bad :/ OH WELL. comment?