Everything is A-Okay S/A
Title: Everything is A-Okay
Author: Alex akaalltimelow09876
Pairing: Jalex
POV: Alex
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own these lovely boys.
this is fake,that's why it's called Fiction.
Title goes to A Party Song (the walk of shame)
by All Time Low.
I’m lying in bed staring at the ceiling fan willing the tears not to come, but they do anyway. All I can hear is them fighting, but it’s nothing new, they always fight and it’s always about the same thing, me. I’ve always disappointed them, but when they found out I was gay, and dating my best friend, they where even more disappointed. They have been fighting for over an hour and they are getting louder by the second, I don’t want to have to call jack again, but I have to before I do something stupid. It’s not the first time I’ve called Jack when they were fighting. He always says he’ll be right over and he holds me until they stop or until I fall asleep. He never leaves, he’ll always stay the night, and I love that he does that for me, but I hate that he has to ‘baby sit’ me like that , he really shouldn’t have to, but he does and he always says he doesn’t mind doing it, but I always hate asking. So I roll over and pull my phone out from under my pillow. I dial his number and wait. One ring, two rings, an he pick up.
“It’s happening again.” I said
”I’ll be right over baby, it’ll be okay.” Jack said
”I’m sorry Jacky..”
”Don’t be sorry it’s not your fault, I’ll be right there just hang on.” Jack said. I hung up
After he said that, I knew he would be right over, considering he lived down the street. I got up from my bed, opened the window and went back to the bed, knowing jack would be here any minute. I hated myself so much at that moment, as the sobs racked my body. I hated myself for calling Jack and making him come here again, it was the second time this week. I was curled up in a ball my face buried in the pillow when I heard Jack climb through the window. He didn’t say anything just kicked off his shoes, closed the window and crawled into bed next to me, wrapping his arms around my shaking body, whispering in my ear that it would all be okay. I knew he was right, I knew they would eventually stop fighting, but I also knew it would happen again. After what seemed like hours they finally stopped, eventually I stopped crying too. I rolled over so my chest was pressed up against Jacks.
“I’m so sorry, you have to come and do this all of the time jack… you really shouldn’t have to.” I whispered
”I’m sorry you have to listen to them do this all the time, and don’t apologize, this isn’t your fault.”
“But they are fighting about me.”
”that doesn’t mean it’s your fault.”
”I love you Jack.”
“I love you too Alex, so much, that’s why I’m getting my own apartment in two weeks right before graduation and you going to move in with me, so you never have to deal with this again.”
”Jack I couldn’t, you don’t have to.”
”Alex, I love you, more then anything, I want you to come live with me, and I don’t ever want you to have to go through this ever again.”
“Thank you Jack… I love you So much.”
“Alex, believe me when I tell you that I love you more.”
I fell asleep in Jacks arms, my nose in the crook of his neck and his arms around me, and I knew everything was going to be okay, and I didn’t have to worry anymore, because no matter what happened I would always have Jack, and together we could take on the world.