Title: Fill me with your poison
Author:
jalexbarakarth Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jalex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Jack was only allowed to stare from a distance, until "Hey, you want a ride home?"
Disclaimer: You know the drill, don't own the boys yada yada yada, the idea is mine tho. Title from Katy Perry's E.T
A/N: i've decided i'm no good with writing sexual things because i wrote some in my other fic and it got like no feedback what so ever so i'm scared that i'm really shit at writing sexual things, or just anything really, but uh, idk... i try okay!
masterpost It had been two weeks since Alex made his first move on Jack. They weren't anything official, because neither of them really felt like it, after all, they didn't know each other that well. As much as they would imagine themselves together in their minds, creating a perfect future for the both of them, in reality they knew that they had to 'keep it real'.
They visited one another every day or two, just to jam and just have fun really. There were moments when they'd steal kisses from each other and everything felt perfect at those little moments.As soon as the kisses broke though, they were slapped in the face with reality. They weren't together, they didn't even know each other...
Sure, you may think, "So?" Of course, they could just get together and be happy, but Jack didn't want to rush it like that, because he didn't want to get hurt. He was the one who said that their pace was good, but not like that. He meant that he had nothing against them kissing after knowing each other for only a few weeks, at that day only a few days though. He wasn't ready for a relationship. If they were to get together, things would get a lot more serious. Jack's feelings would grow faster and stronger for the other boy, he'd care more, and once they'd break up, it would break him. Like this on the other hand, it wouldn't mean THAT much if Alex called it quits.
Right now Jack was laying in his bed, looking at the white ceiling of his room. It was Saturday afternoon and Alex had promised to call him when he was ready to hang out. He looked at the clock and he realized he had been laying there for almost an hour already. He was literally wasting his day away. He then got up and decided to order some pizza. He hadn't really eaten anything yet, and pizza sounded delicious as fuck at that moment. It was just as he was about to dial the number for the local pizza place when his phone rang. He smiled as he read 'Alex' on the screen.
"Hey Jack, did I interrupt you?"
"No.. Actually, yes you did, I was about to order pizza. How dare you interrupt something like that?" he tried to keep his voice serious, but it wasn't working out that well because Jack really wasn't a person who could be serious.
"Aw, I'm sorry. How about I come over and help you eat that pizza once you order it, huh?"
"Okay, sounds good. Be around in about 40?"
"Sounds good, see ya!" Jack could practically hear the smile in the older boy's voice as he said it.
After the call, Jack dialed the pizza place number again and ,after he placed his order, went to tidy his room a little. He picked up the dirty clothes and threw them in the dirty clothes bin in the bathroom. He then looked around his room and found it pretty tidy. If you ignored the dust everywhere on the cupboards and the mess on his table and his undone bed, his room looked a-ok. He then flopped onto his bed and decided to just lay there like dead until pizza and Alex came.
He must've fallen asleep because the next thing he knew he heard the doorbell from downstairs. He quickly got up and wiped the saliva off of his cheek as he made his way out of the room and down the stairs. He took the pizzas from the delivery guy and paid him, and just as he was about to close the door, he saw Alex making his way over to his house. He calmly waited on the door with the pizzas in his hands, and smiled at Alex as he finally reached the doorway.
"Missed me?" Alex asked jokingly, walking past Jack and straight to the couch in the living room
"Yeah, loads, baby," Jack responded with the same tone Alex had just spoken.
He closed the door and also went into the living room. He put the pizzas onto the table and sat next to Alex. Jack smiled as Alex ruffled his hair and then leaned forwards to the table to grab a slice of pizza.
"So, what should we do now?" Jack asked once one of the pizzas was eaten.
"I don't know, I just came here for the food," the older boy responded, reaching for the second pizza.
Jack hit him in the head lightly at that, "Douche."
Alex turned his head slowly, hand still in mid air, reaching for the next thin box on the table, trying to keep himself serious.
"What did you call me?"
"A douche?"
"Why you little..." Alex said as he suddenly jumped onto Jack so that he was straddling his hips.
He pushed his hips down with not much force, but enough to make the younger boy groan at the movement.
"You are such a tease," he mumbled then.
Alex acted as he didn't even hear what Jack said and just continued with slightly grinding his hips down lightly at times, while kissing the younger boy.
- - -
It was about an hour later when they were sat upstairs in Jacks room. They had finished the last pizza and for their own surprise, Alex had given Jack a blowjob.
Jack was still very surprised, but he wasn't complaining. Alex was acting like it was something normal, something they had been doing for a while. It was kinda weird for Jack, but he didn't say anything.
About ten minutes later Jack's mom called and said she had an urgent meeting somewhere that was about a two hour drive away, so she wouldn't come home for the night. Hearing that, Alex offered to stay the night. Jack was nervous, but he said okay.
And Jack sure didn't regret his decision, as on that night, he fell asleep next to the most amazing boy he had met in his life. He fell asleep cuddled really close to the other boy, with his nose in the crook of his neck. Jack just thanked god it didn't feel awkward, and that Alex was cool with all that.
Even though his actions weren't probably the most reasonable ones as they weren't anything serious, he didn't want to be anything serious, not yet anyway. But how can you say no to an opportunity like that? He honestly felt like he was in heaven, and he started to second guess his thoughts about being in a relationship with Alex being a bad idea. He didn't know anything for sure tho. He decided to just live in the moment and not worry about the future. It's way better to enjoy the good things you have rather than throw them away because you think it might turn out bad. Jack had positive thoughts about this though.