hello live journal.
i have missed you. myspace has taken over. now i just need to vent.

i need to not drink anymore. its getting to be a bad bad bad thing. when the tolerance has buitl up so high that 5 beers wont even get me slightly buzzed i know i need to take a break for a while.

i feel like im done here.
i dont feel like san diego is my home anymore.
i feel numb.

( irish facts )

( blue light )

( bright eyes. )

last night i gave in.
siting in the dark.
you got a real flare with excuses.
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs.
speak no feeling no I don't believe you.
you don't care a bit ...

Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for,
When I say out loud, I want to get out of this, I wonder,
Is there anything I'm going to miss, I wonder

i went to urgent care and i found out i have

Bronchopneumonia

isnt that fuckin dandy.

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im moving home in 3 days.
well i made it 7 months on my own.

Take you to the forest
Let you feel the raindrops falling down
Seeping through your redscales
Eliminate the faucet
Eliminate the need for water
Replace it with a safe shell