Oct 20, 2009 00:59
zero direction
adjusting to meds
tony said "hi" when i got home and i didnt know he was awake and i was so startled that i really almost puked, and held my face and cried. anxiety?
miss the hagens. best family i ever worked for.
miss suburbia even though i hesitated to admit that. crickets and stars are pretty awesome things that i took for granted apparently.
miss my dad.
backed into my moms car at 6:10 this morning before my ambien wore off. thanks mom, for not flipping out on me. i love you.
feeling extremely out of place, unmotivated, borderline desperate, but i dont know what im desperate for.
i hate money.
time management? must learn before im 30.
must cut out people that serve no purpose in my life.
i sound robotic right now, but im actually quite emotional and am having trouble articulating myself, hence the short military-like sentences.
work in 5.5 hours. later gators!