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Oct 20, 2009 00:59

zero direction

adjusting to meds

tony said "hi" when i got home and i didnt know he was awake and i was so startled that i really almost puked, and held my face and cried. anxiety?

miss the hagens. best family i ever worked for.

miss suburbia even though i hesitated to admit that. crickets and stars are pretty awesome things that i took for granted apparently.

miss my dad.

backed into my moms car at 6:10 this morning before my ambien wore off. thanks mom, for not flipping out on me. i love you.

feeling extremely out of place, unmotivated, borderline desperate, but i dont know what im desperate for.

i hate money.

time management? must learn before im 30.

must cut out people that serve no purpose in my life.

i sound robotic right now, but im actually quite emotional and am having trouble articulating myself, hence the short military-like sentences.

work in 5.5 hours. later gators!
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