funny probably only to me
The other day Bj and I had "the talk". It was downright hilarious and so I will tell you guys about it.
We're lying in bed and he says, "I love you," to which I reply, "I love you, too."
A few seconds pass.
"Why do you sound so sad when you say it?" he asks. I didn't realize I sounded sad, but I guess I had been in a funk lately. I think about the only reason I might sound a little sad when telling Bj I love him, and say, "I don't know."
He persists.
"I really don't know. Maybe...I guess maybe I'm afraid sometimes that we don't want the same things..." Before I can finish my train of thought he leans over a kisses me.
"Honey, I want to marry you. We are going to get married, don't worry. I know that's what you're thinking about." he says.
I smile and say OK, thinking, "cool."
Half a minute passes.
"Honey?" he asks in a weird voice.
"Yeah?"
"I'm...confused." It sounded like it took everything in him to get the words out.
"About what?"
He thinks about how to construct his next sentence. "Well...in my mind, we're already engaged. Are you...um...are you waiting for me to ask you or something?"
Idiot. I lean over and bonk him on the head. "Yes, Bj, I want you to ask! I am a girl, you know. I realize it's silly, but you have to humor me on this one."
He looks as though a great weight has been lifted off his shoulders and I have to refrain from laughing my head off at him. "But..." his brow furrows and he looks confused again. "Now I can't, because it will ruin the surprise!"
He is so fucking cute.
"Honey," I say, "Don't worry about it. Just ask me sometime. I'll be surprised."
He gets a knowing smile on his face. "Ok. I'm gonna do it. I can handle this."
I'll end the flashback there because the rest is just mega gross cuddling.
Oh em gee though, I'm pretty excited. But I feel like it could still be a while before anything official ends up happening. Still, it's fun to think about. It is so my turn to wear the white dress.
We're lying in bed and he says, "I love you," to which I reply, "I love you, too."
A few seconds pass.
"Why do you sound so sad when you say it?" he asks. I didn't realize I sounded sad, but I guess I had been in a funk lately. I think about the only reason I might sound a little sad when telling Bj I love him, and say, "I don't know."
He persists.
"I really don't know. Maybe...I guess maybe I'm afraid sometimes that we don't want the same things..." Before I can finish my train of thought he leans over a kisses me.
"Honey, I want to marry you. We are going to get married, don't worry. I know that's what you're thinking about." he says.
I smile and say OK, thinking, "cool."
Half a minute passes.
"Honey?" he asks in a weird voice.
"Yeah?"
"I'm...confused." It sounded like it took everything in him to get the words out.
"About what?"
He thinks about how to construct his next sentence. "Well...in my mind, we're already engaged. Are you...um...are you waiting for me to ask you or something?"
Idiot. I lean over and bonk him on the head. "Yes, Bj, I want you to ask! I am a girl, you know. I realize it's silly, but you have to humor me on this one."
He looks as though a great weight has been lifted off his shoulders and I have to refrain from laughing my head off at him. "But..." his brow furrows and he looks confused again. "Now I can't, because it will ruin the surprise!"
He is so fucking cute.
"Honey," I say, "Don't worry about it. Just ask me sometime. I'll be surprised."
He gets a knowing smile on his face. "Ok. I'm gonna do it. I can handle this."
I'll end the flashback there because the rest is just mega gross cuddling.
Oh em gee though, I'm pretty excited. But I feel like it could still be a while before anything official ends up happening. Still, it's fun to think about. It is so my turn to wear the white dress.