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dear diary~

blah blah blah blah. stuff and some other stuff.

i feel fine. i don't.

life just bores the shit out of some people. that's pathetic.

there are two tvs in my house
one is my mother
the other my father
they take commercial breaks
to talk to me
but mainly i just watch them
progress from program to program
infomercials for adulthood
and i ask myself quietly
"who let who down first"
late at night my mom shuts off first
my dad buzzes on into dark morning hours

i need some time alone.