So I copied this from my Blogger.com site... Sue me
Hey Bloggers, Life Sucks right now, So many things going on, its hard to pic a spot where to begin. Don't get me wrong, i've made some good friends in grease, like Lacey, but just things have been goin down hill.
I miss Alex ok, I honestly do, I only knew him in my Government class but honestly he helped me so much. And he helped build me up in a way, i was knocked out the beginning of junior year and he helped me get some hope, and now hes in Cali and i want to go to CAli so bad.
Ok so all that bullshit about me working out hasnt done anything, ive been working or blowing my money on things that i havent had time to work out or go to the Y. I think tonight and tomorrow im just gonna start reconstructing my life, My parents bought me this desk but i dont want it, i just want a small plain little desk, this thing is like an entertainment system. so im gonna take it down soon and just be like here the money for the desk, and im gonna get my own. Because they are being assholes and saying I have to work senior year if i want to have any money, they wont let me borrow money from them or anything so if thats how they are then im doing things my way.
Senior year is going to be hard for me. Towards the end of school and during summer people have found out about my sexuality and I mean i guess im fine with that, some people i regret telling. ITs like they make it the whole point of our friendship. No offense but im tired of being the nice guy.. there we go again (NO offense?!) screw that shit im done with it.
Does anybody know my favorite color, type of music, Forget whoever isnt my friend. Does anyone know why i cut myself the first time? or the second. Yeah theres been two, thats it but its still more than 0 so its bad enough. Yeah I don't mind listening to peoples problems, a lot of the time i really like being a part of your life and helping but i have problems to, I've tried to keep them down for so long but I cant take it anymore.
I'm sorry if this offends anyone, but right now it helps.
-Tony-
I miss Alex ok, I honestly do, I only knew him in my Government class but honestly he helped me so much. And he helped build me up in a way, i was knocked out the beginning of junior year and he helped me get some hope, and now hes in Cali and i want to go to CAli so bad.
Ok so all that bullshit about me working out hasnt done anything, ive been working or blowing my money on things that i havent had time to work out or go to the Y. I think tonight and tomorrow im just gonna start reconstructing my life, My parents bought me this desk but i dont want it, i just want a small plain little desk, this thing is like an entertainment system. so im gonna take it down soon and just be like here the money for the desk, and im gonna get my own. Because they are being assholes and saying I have to work senior year if i want to have any money, they wont let me borrow money from them or anything so if thats how they are then im doing things my way.
Senior year is going to be hard for me. Towards the end of school and during summer people have found out about my sexuality and I mean i guess im fine with that, some people i regret telling. ITs like they make it the whole point of our friendship. No offense but im tired of being the nice guy.. there we go again (NO offense?!) screw that shit im done with it.
Does anybody know my favorite color, type of music, Forget whoever isnt my friend. Does anyone know why i cut myself the first time? or the second. Yeah theres been two, thats it but its still more than 0 so its bad enough. Yeah I don't mind listening to peoples problems, a lot of the time i really like being a part of your life and helping but i have problems to, I've tried to keep them down for so long but I cant take it anymore.
I'm sorry if this offends anyone, but right now it helps.
-Tony-