la la lala la la hey hey hey goodbye..and REPEAT

i have this pit of hate in my stomach..for more than one person...not even a person...an idea really...i ask for so much and receive so little...no one even notices that im alive, honestly, every so often i realize this and it hurts...why is life so hard?for me especially

i know i just updated an hour ago but i LOVE\

gone so young, by amber pacific

alrighty b ye bye

so i deleted my myspace..and im going away to florida on wednesday...im so excited...b/c im getting out of this town YES!...yay for chillin with my 80 year old grandparents for 9 days..woohoo...my plan for the week is to not get bored...which is inevitable but so what...im gonna run for an hour every day..maybe more...ride the golfcart(hopefully) ( Read more... )

alright..honesty...

1. im not happy
2. i pretend that im happy at school and with my friends
3. i feel like its so easy for people to open up about shit, because for them it's a not a common thing..but for me...i deal with it twenty four seven..everyday ALL DAYS and im counting down the minutes til i can get out and leave this shitty life..
4. its ( Read more... )

sooo soccers starting up and im excited..but then again kinda annoyed at who's on the team but wutev...oh and im kinda lost about one person...i dont understand her and just wanna shake her and be like WTF STOP IT...what you're doing doesn't impress me....im just waiting for the right time b/c sometimes i think its selfish of her to do stupid ( Read more... )

so i got like 3 inches cut off my hair and basically yesterday was AMAZING and today was pretty great too...but yea i think tomorrow everyone should come to school naked..jk jk..well idk..haha...<---see, thats the kind of mood im dealing with right now...hahahah KK BYE

1. 99.99 percent of people are hypocrites
2. karma doesn't exist

SO THERE YOU GO....MY LIFE AS OF LATELY....CAN I JUST HOW AMAZINGLY ANNOYING PEOPLE R WHO TELL YOU ALL THIS SHIT ABOUT HOW YOU'RE BETTER OFF AND THEY WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO U..AND THEN TURN THEIR BACKS ON YOU AND PRETEND OR DONT EVEN REALIZE THAT THEY'RE ACTING EXACTLY LIKE THEY SAID ( Read more... )

ok so i realized a few days ago..that basically my life's gonna be ALL ABOUT FREAKING SCHOOL senior, and junior year...shoot me in the face...ill be taking like 3 diff AP CLASSES!...but heres the bigger news ( Read more... )

the dance was ummm, interesting last night

thats all i have to say