014 // My thoughts were so loud, I couldn't hear my mouth.
So, I'm... I'm awake. They only let Axel in and that wasn't for very long and no one's allowed into my room without masks, but I... I want to see you guys, please. Kairi, Demyx, Cloud... Xigbar? Xigbar, I really hope you're alright too...
Riku... please, please be okay. I don't know when you'll read this, how you'll read this, if they'll even let you with the way things are going... But just know that once I'm off of this machine, I'm marching straight over to your room and breaking down the door. I don't care what the Dean says, I don't care what the doctors say, I don't care what the police say. We... we need each other. You, Kairi, me... This just isn't fair. I know there are worse things, prison, an insane asylum, t-the morgue... but asking any of us to do this without our friends, that's just... just...
SO STUPID.
... Can't type anymore. Too tired and these drugs make me feel funny and numb, screen is too small on my phone to see right. I miss Axel really, really bad. I look like a cyborg with all of these things sticking out of me. I'll make jokes about my shanked liver later... But no more crying, okay? This ship runs on happy faces, ahaha... ha...
Smile, Kairi.
Riku... please, please be okay. I don't know when you'll read this, how you'll read this, if they'll even let you with the way things are going... But just know that once I'm off of this machine, I'm marching straight over to your room and breaking down the door. I don't care what the Dean says, I don't care what the doctors say, I don't care what the police say. We... we need each other. You, Kairi, me... This just isn't fair. I know there are worse things, prison, an insane asylum, t-the morgue... but asking any of us to do this without our friends, that's just... just...
SO STUPID.
... Can't type anymore. Too tired and these drugs make me feel funny and numb, screen is too small on my phone to see right. I miss Axel really, really bad. I look like a cyborg with all of these things sticking out of me. I'll make jokes about my shanked liver later... But no more crying, okay? This ship runs on happy faces, ahaha... ha...
Smile, Kairi.