012 // You've arrested a knight.
So, ah... I've been scarce, huh? Sorry for anyone I worried. I know I didn't exactly explain what happened and, honestly, I still can't... For one, I'm not going to feed the stupid rumor mill and, for two... I haven't really dealt with anything yet. I also have no idea what I'm going to do what might happen, so... I've calmed down a lot more though, um, so if any of you guys were worried about that, I'm fine. Really. I just needed some time to breathe, that's all, had to get away for awhile.
Being back home is strange, but it's helped me cool off, sort of. Everything looks the same, feels the same, but is completely different. Axel and I are both staying at ma's house for right now (there wasn't really anywhere else to go), but it's been... Kind of nice. She's different then I remember too, in a lot of ways, just like this town and these islands... But, uh, it's hard to explain and I don't really feel like getting into it here. I found out some things that I just... New perspective? My family has too many secrets.
UH, BUT ANYWAY. Until I deal with all of this stuff, I'm sending some love back to Twilight Town. I miss you guys (Kairi, when I come back, you and I have a date with ice cream and, Riku, you too) and I'll be back soon...
AHHH, and because I never got a chance to say so before all this happened --
Congraaaats Xigbar and Xaldin ♥ D: I REALLY AM OLD NOW IF PEOPLE I KNOW ARE GETTING MARRIED. Also, happy birthday too!!!
{ private // to riku only }
Riku, I need to talk to you. I... I know you're angry with me still, I know we can both be stubborn about this until forever, but I found out something else about dad that I just... I don't know what I'm supposed to even think about this. Ma knew about it, Riku. Ma knew.
... Call me, text me, talk to me on here, whatever -- we just need to... We have to talk. I'm not even sure this is just about me anymore.
{ // end private }
Oh, and I took this from the beach out of the backyard and I thought Kairi might appreciate it. Nothing like sunsets at home, right Kai..? Another redhead seems to like them just fine...
I'll try and keep in touch, don't worry, and I promise to be in a better mood the next time I pester you guys on here again. Working on it...
Being back home is strange, but it's helped me cool off, sort of. Everything looks the same, feels the same, but is completely different. Axel and I are both staying at ma's house for right now (there wasn't really anywhere else to go), but it's been... Kind of nice. She's different then I remember too, in a lot of ways, just like this town and these islands... But, uh, it's hard to explain and I don't really feel like getting into it here. I found out some things that I just... New perspective? My family has too many secrets.
UH, BUT ANYWAY. Until I deal with all of this stuff, I'm sending some love back to Twilight Town. I miss you guys (Kairi, when I come back, you and I have a date with ice cream and, Riku, you too) and I'll be back soon...
AHHH, and because I never got a chance to say so before all this happened --
Congraaaats Xigbar and Xaldin ♥ D: I REALLY AM OLD NOW IF PEOPLE I KNOW ARE GETTING MARRIED. Also, happy birthday too!!!
{ private // to riku only }
Riku, I need to talk to you. I... I know you're angry with me still, I know we can both be stubborn about this until forever, but I found out something else about dad that I just... I don't know what I'm supposed to even think about this. Ma knew about it, Riku. Ma knew.
... Call me, text me, talk to me on here, whatever -- we just need to... We have to talk. I'm not even sure this is just about me anymore.
{ // end private }
Oh, and I took this from the beach out of the backyard and I thought Kairi might appreciate it. Nothing like sunsets at home, right Kai..? Another redhead seems to like them just fine...
I'll try and keep in touch, don't worry, and I promise to be in a better mood the next time I pester you guys on here again. Working on it...