Untrue story
No more holding on to the history that never existed.
To all the meaningless words I considered significant.
To all the smiles that was rather polite than amiable.
To all the hurtful silence that I just couldn't bear.
Only constant regrets over one letter that should have never been.
Throughout so many years I still remember.
Shame and bitterness are long gone, ridiculous poems are left behind, late night tears are replaced with sleeping. Just like I've never even felt anything. I've never even felt anything…
If only I could erase it from my memory. To stop holding inside things that never happened. To stop mocking myself and feeling awkward every time I think of those days.
And yes, I understand that it's way too small to even care about. And I wanna say “I'm over it”. But maybe those feelings were not stupid enough to leave no scars…
To all the meaningless words I considered significant.
To all the smiles that was rather polite than amiable.
To all the hurtful silence that I just couldn't bear.
Only constant regrets over one letter that should have never been.
Throughout so many years I still remember.
Shame and bitterness are long gone, ridiculous poems are left behind, late night tears are replaced with sleeping. Just like I've never even felt anything. I've never even felt anything…
If only I could erase it from my memory. To stop holding inside things that never happened. To stop mocking myself and feeling awkward every time I think of those days.
And yes, I understand that it's way too small to even care about. And I wanna say “I'm over it”. But maybe those feelings were not stupid enough to leave no scars…