thoughts on things
So happy to say im coming on here and posting again so soon. Not too much to update on since last time but umm well I went to Seton Hall again for my spring break which was not their spring break. It was a ton of fun but it probably would've been better if they were on spring break as well. We did a lot more drinking. St.Pattys day was filled with lots of alcohol and a ton of different groups of people. Brett ended up spraining his ankle the last night I was there in a intramural soccer game. I felt so bad but needless to say hes such a champ that we ended up drinking that night & going out and I actually danced!!! lol. Im proud of myself. I need to not care what others think of me more often. Either 1.they aren't going to see me again or 2.they will see me again and will have had to delt with my ridiculousness and such. If people don't like me for who I am then I need to learn to accept it. You can't please everyone. I started talking to Jeff again a little. Actually myself, Brad, Duckworth, Brian, Pete and Jeff all went out to lunch today at Olive Garden. It was nice to see everyone again. Jeff just got promoted at Perkins and Pete is still bartending at Trumans which is crazyyyy busy friday & saturday nights now. Hanging out with everyone today was fun and at the same time it also made me think about Nick alot. I've had some really great times with him and up until lately its been pretty easy for me to deal with our break up. I still think not talking is probably best although I've had a few urges to send him a text or write him on facebook and see what happens. I hope that he isn't talking shiiiiit about me or beginning to hate me. I still have a ton of respect for him as a person and I would hope that we can be friends again someday soon. I miss his outlook on life & his passion for pursuing what you love. I really want to take a dance class over the summer. I know how much I love to dance but the extent of my practice is in front of a mirror by myself which doesnt do me much good. I think if I took a class and really got back into it I might feel more comfortable if I have to get used to dancing in front of a class and whatnot. I also want to do more volunteer work at either the SPCA (more than just walking the dogs this time) I want to get more involved, or starting something up with Big Brothers/Big Sisters. I would absolutely love to have my own little. hahaha. I started talking to Dylan again for a little while...last time i tried to talk to him he didnt respond though so we'll see what happens with that. He's got himself into a mess of trouble. I also started talking to my neighbor again (carl). We seem to be getting along pretty well and its about time, we've only been neighbors for like 3 years now. I hope the summer has a lot of good things in store. I want to take another amazing vacation with my friends and lots of trips to the beach. Ohhhh and Ryan is coming to visit in May! We are going to take a trip to NYC (he's still never been there). I am more than delighted to be his tour guide (although it'll be strange to go there for the first time without nick). I can't wait to see him though because other than the like 10 mins in turning stone in january I haven't been able to see him in foreverrrrrr. Yay! K bye.
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