hmm...

[allmostangel]

well i called him yesterday..he didn't say too much other than bitching about work...i would say that i regret calling him cuz it didn't go anywhere, but i don't...calling showed me exactly how immature he is and how much i don't need that shit in my life...i had asked why he hasn't called, he first gave me the line of bullshit that he forgot my number..when that didn't work then he claimed it was cuz i've been doing a "bunch of shit-talking"...i asked him to tell me exactly what i supposedly said and he had said that heather told him that i said we were getting back together...i told him exactly how that conversation went which was me telling her "he said he was moving back in"...now if she took that out of context, that ain't my fault...ok, so he didn't have much to say about that..so i asked him what else i have said...he said that was it...well my God, grow up...if thats the one and only reason you've been keeping your distance then ya, your now someone that isn't the person i fell in love with...

i don't know if my new found confidence in living life without him is because of this conversation, or because a few other guys have shown interest in me in the past couple of days...i do miss him, and still love him...but im now beginning to see life is livable without him...shit, took a month, but im gonna find myself once again...and damnit, imma have fun doing it :D