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[allmangirl]

i don't know what to do with her. i know she is just looking out for me, and has the best of intentions, but i am miserable. she isn't making me miserable though. its a collective of a few things. but she doesn't help! i should be home more. thats why she is doing all of this. and for my own protection. but where do you draw the line. when she starts going through my mail?? well i would say that its a good start. since thats what she is going, its time to have a talk. i hate how she holds everything in and then suddenly comes at me with a lot of it. i just know when its coming. her attitude bugs the hell out of me! and i can't deal with how she approaches any situation. i'm starting to feel like she doesn't want me to have a life. and does she really expect me to be home every second that i'm not in school or working. i'm really not sure of what to do here. i'm not sure how to deal with her at all.

not only this, but other things have been eating at me too. like not seeing any of my friends any more. everyone always seems like they are out having the best time, and i feel so uninvited, and unwanted.

i just want to curl up in a ball and cry.