Dec 06, 2005 15:02
tis the season to be sickly.
fa la la la la
for the first time in a long time, i'm starting to feel like i'm getting sick. if i'm not already there. i woke up at 4 in the morning feeling like i was on fire. the water patted on my forhead evaporated within seconds of the the touch. i just wanted to go lay in the snow.
the next day i had to work, and thankfully i got sent home. recovery at last.
now its time for christmas shopping
(no fa la la la's here) BOOOOO!!
i don't make enough to buy everything i want to get for people. Joe's present hasn't arrived yet, i need to find him something else. but the other thing i want to get him cost a lot more than i can aford to spend on one person. i'll be thinking a lot about what to get him instead. not only that, but i can't even afford to buy my closest friends anything at all. damn it. i'm getting all my shopping out of the way this saturday. i'm not going to have any more money by sunday. not even gas money. i guess i'll just have to wait until wednesday.
now about my mom and family.
fa la la la la la la la la
well, i don't even know what to say here. things are... i want to say better, and i can't say worse. they are slightly better. she is being.... more understanding? i guess i'll use that. my stress level has certianly gone down. but of course, i didn't even live at my house last week. i don't know where to even begin on this one. my thoughts are going to have to stay with my for awhile.
and this goes out to all my friends
fa la la la la la
girls, i miss all of you. i want to party so bad with you all this weekend, but i get the shittiest hours this weekend. BOOO!! Dylan we need to get caught up on sledding. good thing you have a break coming up. and i do too. sorry man. JJ, where the hell have you been. quit being a STRANGER. and to everyone else. leave one ;)