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i feel really wierd...
today was another day at st john, the usual bullshit everyday. i got school kinda early. got in trouble for my socks, then sarah and i went to the paragon. well i was in a somewhat good mood until something happened, but i decided i wasnt going to let anything bug me today lol. went to religion got yelled at for sitting next to sarah and paul so i sat next to rebecca, did work then went to english. mrs.reed took my cheetos, pissed me off, and wouldnt give them back:( i was hungry too... anywyas, went to hoss dog and had a good time only because she was in a good mood on account of no one was there. LUNCH. then evans. which was good too until me and ryan went at it again. he gets so mad sometimes, no frustrated, when i dont talk to him every 5 minutes. so i thought i should just "leave him be" because he was all pouty and stuff. and i guess i should have not done that because i got the guilt trip thingy after school and i got so PISSED that i just gave up and left. he confuses me so badly sometimes. and all we do is argue. its crazy. and now that i think about it we argue about the most retarded things, like the other day we argued over what was making a noise in class, the air conditioner or the tv next door. and we will both make smart ass comments aout it all day to piss each other off. quite amusing if you ask me hahahaha` but i love him so much. he tells me all the time that he i will never understand or know just how much he loves me. and hes right. i probably never will know to that extreme. i just hope i dont drive him to insanity. or maybe i have already done that lol.
well school is almost over, thank goodness, get away from that bullshit for a while, then only 2 more years to go. i just want to leave NOW!
paul has called me, i m so happy... we are both eating pizza. yumm. now i guess i wll go bacaue nothing else probably is going to happen in my boring day. i love you ryan. and i love all of yall. burp.
today was another day at st john, the usual bullshit everyday. i got school kinda early. got in trouble for my socks, then sarah and i went to the paragon. well i was in a somewhat good mood until something happened, but i decided i wasnt going to let anything bug me today lol. went to religion got yelled at for sitting next to sarah and paul so i sat next to rebecca, did work then went to english. mrs.reed took my cheetos, pissed me off, and wouldnt give them back:( i was hungry too... anywyas, went to hoss dog and had a good time only because she was in a good mood on account of no one was there. LUNCH. then evans. which was good too until me and ryan went at it again. he gets so mad sometimes, no frustrated, when i dont talk to him every 5 minutes. so i thought i should just "leave him be" because he was all pouty and stuff. and i guess i should have not done that because i got the guilt trip thingy after school and i got so PISSED that i just gave up and left. he confuses me so badly sometimes. and all we do is argue. its crazy. and now that i think about it we argue about the most retarded things, like the other day we argued over what was making a noise in class, the air conditioner or the tv next door. and we will both make smart ass comments aout it all day to piss each other off. quite amusing if you ask me hahahaha` but i love him so much. he tells me all the time that he i will never understand or know just how much he loves me. and hes right. i probably never will know to that extreme. i just hope i dont drive him to insanity. or maybe i have already done that lol.
well school is almost over, thank goodness, get away from that bullshit for a while, then only 2 more years to go. i just want to leave NOW!
paul has called me, i m so happy... we are both eating pizza. yumm. now i guess i wll go bacaue nothing else probably is going to happen in my boring day. i love you ryan. and i love all of yall. burp.