Apr 18, 2005 18:25
i was talking to kirstin and we were looking back on all our good times. we talked about everyone from last year. all the boys and that one girl haha we talked about how we totally trashed codys car with everything we could fine at jackies house. and how we met the 2 drunk british guys and how they hated rock and wanted roll. and all the good times. i miss them a lot. but i have new men and women in my life that are just as great, if not better.
i saw dan today and i havent seen that kid in so long. seeing him really reminds me of last year...the garage...new years...smoke...food fights...codys bronco...and bad times... with K*. thats the only part i dont miss.
what i also remember a lot about all that is jackie. i was with her so much last year and we had some pretty rough times and it was hard and now shes leaving? im not thinking about it, im going to put it aside for the next few months. but is hard. shes going to be staying with me like all summer so im stoked for that. thats the bright side!
the modest mouse song...float on is the perfect song for this situation. ill live with the fact that jackie is leaving, im glad to see that dan and everyone is doing well and not dead somewhere. so its not so bad