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well wow...everything is INSANE RIGHT NOW!
umm spring break was AWESOME! it was filled with good times..and some bad but i still had a greattime. and i love everyone who was there. even the some of the boys
these past 2 weeks have been crazy! mallory had this totally kick ass party and i had a lot of fun and then theres been bonfire after bonfire.
im a little sick of all the drinking and drugs. i see the same people everywhere i go. ive quit smoking. im trying to calm down because i feel like my priorities are all screwed up, and i feel like a mom when i say that but i understand it now. my grades are falling and phillip and i arent as close anymore.
jackies moving. and i feel like crying everytime i think about it. i dont know what ill do when ( OR IF *keep fingers croseed*) she leaves, i seriously dont know. ive known her for 15 years and shes my best friend. she knows me better then anyone, i mean how are you suppose to handle something like this? its just the fact that i cant do the simple things with her anymore...like walk to del taco for lunch or dye her hair so like LIVE AT HER HOUSE ALL SUMMER. this summer is going to suck without her...my whole life will suck without her.
phillip and i have been going out for a year and a week now. its intense. i love him so much. this friday hes taking me to medival times because i wanted to go for my birthday way back in december but i didnt get to, so hes taking me now. and im taking him to disneyland on saturday. ITS A PHILLIP WEEKEND!
atthe last bonfire, someone got stabbed at the bonfire like almost next to us! yeah...that night was...interesting?
i wish everything would go back to like the summer of 8th-9th grade. it was so fun and everyone was together and it was so freaking simple. high school like ruined it.
umm spring break was AWESOME! it was filled with good times..and some bad but i still had a greattime. and i love everyone who was there. even the some of the boys
these past 2 weeks have been crazy! mallory had this totally kick ass party and i had a lot of fun and then theres been bonfire after bonfire.
im a little sick of all the drinking and drugs. i see the same people everywhere i go. ive quit smoking. im trying to calm down because i feel like my priorities are all screwed up, and i feel like a mom when i say that but i understand it now. my grades are falling and phillip and i arent as close anymore.
jackies moving. and i feel like crying everytime i think about it. i dont know what ill do when ( OR IF *keep fingers croseed*) she leaves, i seriously dont know. ive known her for 15 years and shes my best friend. she knows me better then anyone, i mean how are you suppose to handle something like this? its just the fact that i cant do the simple things with her anymore...like walk to del taco for lunch or dye her hair so like LIVE AT HER HOUSE ALL SUMMER. this summer is going to suck without her...my whole life will suck without her.
phillip and i have been going out for a year and a week now. its intense. i love him so much. this friday hes taking me to medival times because i wanted to go for my birthday way back in december but i didnt get to, so hes taking me now. and im taking him to disneyland on saturday. ITS A PHILLIP WEEKEND!
atthe last bonfire, someone got stabbed at the bonfire like almost next to us! yeah...that night was...interesting?
i wish everything would go back to like the summer of 8th-9th grade. it was so fun and everyone was together and it was so freaking simple. high school like ruined it.