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i think im getting out. at least i hope so.
i sent my sat scores (rush, so it was like $36)
rick is going to send my oes transcript
im almost done with the app
i need to call osu
and i think im done.
then i have to wait, and hope.
i think i can get in, i just hope i find out before i leave here for christmas break.
im still sad, i still cry.
but maybe knowing that im only here until december 15 will make things better
i learned that i just cant have fun.
im too upset to make myself happy
and i cant have fun without him
i know he has fun without me
but for some reason, i cant.
and thats a huge problem.
i dont know what to do with myself.
it makes me sad when i know he's out having fun
i get jealous
i want to be mad, but i cant. there is no reason to.
im so messed up. i dont know how to change that.
i have a lot of work.
5 page paper
big test tomorrow
spanish poem
ive started the spanish poem (cause i thought it was due one friday) and thats it. screwed? i think so.
i sent my sat scores (rush, so it was like $36)
rick is going to send my oes transcript
im almost done with the app
i need to call osu
and i think im done.
then i have to wait, and hope.
i think i can get in, i just hope i find out before i leave here for christmas break.
im still sad, i still cry.
but maybe knowing that im only here until december 15 will make things better
i learned that i just cant have fun.
im too upset to make myself happy
and i cant have fun without him
i know he has fun without me
but for some reason, i cant.
and thats a huge problem.
i dont know what to do with myself.
it makes me sad when i know he's out having fun
i get jealous
i want to be mad, but i cant. there is no reason to.
im so messed up. i dont know how to change that.
i have a lot of work.
5 page paper
big test tomorrow
spanish poem
ive started the spanish poem (cause i thought it was due one friday) and thats it. screwed? i think so.