Holidays
So i cranked up some music because all i can hear right now is my neighbors playing basketball and yelling and having a grand ole time with their family. Thanks for rubbing it in my face. Eh, i'm not bitter, i mean i'm glad holidays bring families together. They use to bring mine together, but i think if you stuck us in a room together only one or two of us would walk out still in tact. Oh well, that's a typical American Family. And i mean it's cool on some holidays because i get to go to FL to see my mom, or CA to see Amy. And sometimes i can just drive over to "my dads house" (he doesn't live there except when he comes home) and see Stacey when she is in town (she travels a shit load now for work.) It's weird that i am the only one to stay in our hometown. Usually it's the children that grow up and move out of town but it's the opposite for me and it's a little depressing. I can't just drive down the road to my moms when i want to get away from my house. I can't bring my boyfriend home to spend time with my dad. I can't even see my baby brother. But families are like that now. The world is just so big, and there's so many places to hide.
I don't really care all too much except during holidays. Except that i miss my mom a lot and i wish she lived closer to home. Atleast now we're on the same coast.
Anyway, the weathers nice outside but it's way too hot and i am miserable in 90 degree weather...esp. when my car AC is shit and gas is so expensive. And this isn't even the worst of it. This summer weather is going to be brutal.
That's all.
I don't really care all too much except during holidays. Except that i miss my mom a lot and i wish she lived closer to home. Atleast now we're on the same coast.
Anyway, the weathers nice outside but it's way too hot and i am miserable in 90 degree weather...esp. when my car AC is shit and gas is so expensive. And this isn't even the worst of it. This summer weather is going to be brutal.
That's all.