my dad told me that i have 5 over draft fee's at 35 bucks a piece plus the amounts in which i spent so I spent all night freaking out that i would have no money this weeek, so i wouldn't sleep. So i finally come down to look at my bank account and i had $250 dollars in my bank account, and only like 1 over draft fee but now im so away and can't ( Read more... )

so school has started. its pretty good, the only class i am at all worried about is biology because i suck royally at anything that has to do with science. but i am going to work my ass of hard core to get nothing but A's and B's so i can bring my GPA up, so i can transfer out of NECCO. that is my goal, in a perfect world i would be able to do ( Read more... )

feeling depressed lately, but only at night. during the day i feel completely fine. maybe its because the night is when i am actually alone with my problems. during the day i can push all of my negative thoughts and problems to the side, focus on something else, but at night they just rush back like a tidal wave, and i have no choice but to face

In addition to looking at schools in Oregon, i am looking into going to UMass Boston. If I can get in after this semester if I get all B's. If i want to get in using the Joint Admissions Program then i would probably have to Necco for the full year, to bring my GPA up to a 3.0, so I could get a 1/3 of my tuition.

Ohh soo many choices, so little

this has been a really good week for me. I have finally got some sort of an idea of what i want to do after i get out of necco, go out west for college. And i am really excited about going back to school, after being out of it for so long. I have started hanging out with the nh kids again, even though things are still kindda weird with me and ( Read more... )

i have decided to start looking at school on the west coast...mainly in Oregon and Washington, some where with mountains and ocean. I honestly feel that there is nothing left for me hear, i mean yes i have me friends but other than that nothing. i feel like if i don't change my surroundings, leave this place, that i will be stuck in the rut that ( Read more... )

.....has been like the boringest day ever. except for my trip to Browns with heather, that was not at all boring.

I very much hope that tomorrow brings much more excitement than today did.

~*Allie*~

i got the best birthday gift life EVER...A NEW PUPPY!!!!!!! She is a beagle, and her name is gretta. And summer so far has been pretty good to, my birthday is in 21 days and ever though i have no idea what i am going to do im not to worried about it. As long as i have my friends with me i don't even care. So ya that is really all i have to say ( Read more... )

things are finally good in my life. me and george are talking again, working on being friends, which will talk a while. But he used to be like one of my best friends and i really missed you so i am really glad about that. And i am going to go back to school, its gonna be good.

a month ago everything was so good. i really liked george, i really really did. we had been dating for a few weeks and we became official, and honestly i couldn't be happier. and then....then what happens i fall for hist BEST FRIEND, ya not just his friend, but his BEST FRIEND...im talking like number 1 on myspace top friends. So i did the ( Read more... )