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[allie_7ox7_bn]

i hate how all guys are the same....its complete bullshit, im NEVER EVER good enough for ne of them....you got what u wanted and now your never going to talk to me again? what happened to you being the nice one who would stick around..you got soo pissed when he treated me like bullshit, and you said i didnt deserve it, and your right, i didnt....but can you honestly tell me that i deserve this?....that i deserve to be treated like this by someone who was "always there for me no matta what"...well you got what you wanted, and i hope your happy, and i hope you enjoyed it. for all of the times that you said that you were diffrent and that i wasnt going to get screwed over by you, when you said you actully cared...thanks for lying, i guess i shouldnt have trusted you, i guess i shouldnt have let down my guard that i had built after he hurt me....after you heard what happened...almost everything, aside from the few little things that i wouldnt tell anyone. i screwed you over before, but at least i regret it, is this your twisted way of getting back at me? of hurting me like i hurt you? well you succeeded...i hope your happy. i know that some how i must have screwed up...and all i can possibly offer to you is my sincere apology...im sorry...and im sorry if my apology isnt good enough for you. It's in your hands now...

<3,
allison