im stressing
sooo honestly i dont think that i have been this stressed in like 2 years..
im stressing about: school, work, basketball practices, wedding plans, money, zoee, me, chris, grad school crap, life..
i shouldnt be.. im sure that other ppl in the world have more to be stressed out than me..
but i am.. i got a freaking fever blister for crying out loud, and i honestly cant remember the last time i got one of those.. gross i know.. but.. ugh..
and winter is coming.. that always stresses and bums me the fuck out.. thnx SAD!
ugh..
can i flash forward, o i dunno, 3 years, so that i can be stressing about getting a job or something.. or just have one and be happy?? not be in school, not have clinicals, ect for a bit?? that woudl be nice
ya i dont really want to go to grad school.. and the more and more i sit here and think about all that i am going to have be be doing for the next 2 years.. hell 2 and a 3/4 to be exact.. ugh.. but if i dont, then my mom and dad and who knows else will be disappointed.. so much pressure..
o, and the fucking basketball team has practice at 6 pm on christmas.. wtf?! i guess thats what i get for missing 2 games to go to FL with my family.. and honestly, they dont have back to back games any other time and im in some shit about that but damnit i dont get any breaks this year.. unless you count this 5 day break that stacy and i asked for right now.. and ya i know in real life you dont get breaks.. im not there yet.. i dont get to go home and nap like all my non-AT friends or have my frist class not be until 12 or 2 in the afternoon... im tired of school..
ok.. thats enough of that.. back to studying *woot not*
im stressing about: school, work, basketball practices, wedding plans, money, zoee, me, chris, grad school crap, life..
i shouldnt be.. im sure that other ppl in the world have more to be stressed out than me..
but i am.. i got a freaking fever blister for crying out loud, and i honestly cant remember the last time i got one of those.. gross i know.. but.. ugh..
and winter is coming.. that always stresses and bums me the fuck out.. thnx SAD!
ugh..
can i flash forward, o i dunno, 3 years, so that i can be stressing about getting a job or something.. or just have one and be happy?? not be in school, not have clinicals, ect for a bit?? that woudl be nice
ya i dont really want to go to grad school.. and the more and more i sit here and think about all that i am going to have be be doing for the next 2 years.. hell 2 and a 3/4 to be exact.. ugh.. but if i dont, then my mom and dad and who knows else will be disappointed.. so much pressure..
o, and the fucking basketball team has practice at 6 pm on christmas.. wtf?! i guess thats what i get for missing 2 games to go to FL with my family.. and honestly, they dont have back to back games any other time and im in some shit about that but damnit i dont get any breaks this year.. unless you count this 5 day break that stacy and i asked for right now.. and ya i know in real life you dont get breaks.. im not there yet.. i dont get to go home and nap like all my non-AT friends or have my frist class not be until 12 or 2 in the afternoon... im tired of school..
ok.. thats enough of that.. back to studying *woot not*