i'm really pouty and annoyingly insecure about my birthday. i want people to actually come, and enjoy themselves. this insecurity was worsened by the fact that i invited austin and he said 'i can't. gotta hang out with my lady-friend ( Read more... )

I overslept this morning, and my hair is dirty, and I'm out of cigarettes, and Shawn beat me at the language arts test yesterday, and Austin's mom made catty comments about me in front of my mom, and I'm so tired I should be in bed right now.

But I just made myself a delicious dinner.

So that's nice.