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[alleyes]

i didn't

i didn't even

i didn't even try

i didn't even try last night

i didn't even try last night to fall asleep

i didn't even try last night to fall asleep without a tylenol pm

i am so fucking hardcore with my anxiety i have to take drugs . yeah.

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seth and i talked a little this morning, i'm glad we did. it was miserable last night.
i went tanning today.
standing up with winkies over my eyes
boogieing down in a standup booth
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i think i'll go to the gym today. i'm trying to work on my mood.
my moody moody moods.
at least i've been going to class.
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