Dec 10, 2010 00:38
Lets not even pretend like I am going to be consistent in updating this space. Still don't have the heart too delete it yet though. Too many memories stored. A little piece of me left floating in cyberspace. Too much drama have been going on. Maybe this LJ will be permanently stuck in high-school emo mode. A space for the long gone 16-year-old me to rant, as and when she chose to reappear. He reappeared as well. So far, like a star. My shining star. Always there but not always seen. Unreachable? Maybe. I havent lost hope yet. Must be. So many words, so little time. Countless times, never enough. For me. Never has been. Forever wanting more. How long is forever? Wish I knew. The waiting game hurts, real bad. More for the losing team. I've never won, yet. No judges, no referees. Just you and me. Maybe her. Or her. Do I really want to know? Truth hurts. Lies hurts too. Star shines bright. Always have, always will be. Like you and me? In my fantasy.