oh fuck

May 27, 2005 13:06

hey guys

cook baby im updating for u!

well its 1:07 and i have to go for my skills testing again. im waiting here paitently and all alone in the labs until 1:30 when i have to do it again. last week i was spose to do it but craked under presure and now i feel that i cant do it again. i know it, but i dont know if i can apply it. if i fail i dont go on placement next week. OH FUCK!

well to fill u all in, i found myself a boy. its only been a week and a half but it seems like a lifetime...i mite really be in love this time. *sigh*

im scared.

OMG im comeing home in like 3 weeks, i so cant wait. i miss everyone soooooo much. and next weekend my family are comeing to visit. they are in QLD at the moment and mum called me the other day and told me thats shes all alone and wishes that i ws there with them.

Fuck 19 minutes to go....

i dont know wat else to say. can i fill u in on my boy?? stiff shit im gonna anyway. but i cant laugh...promise?

his name is duane micheal james cox. is is 18 and was born on the 12t of september 86. he is from patterson lakes but at the moment lives on res at sherwood 2 kitchen B. we met a month ago but never saw eachother gain til the 17th of may. me and my friend e drove to balarat to visit her family and watch the boys play underwater hockey. her car went bang...literally so we had to catch a ride home with 10 guys in the mini bus. that wasnt fun. we were all pretty drunk and he kept making eye contact with me and smiling. we then stoped off in darlington at the pub at about 1am. i was really happy cos the guys kept telling me to squat but i couldnt and i had a toilet. lol. i then stole his beer nad thats wen it started. he then started juggling salt and pepper shakers and got pepper in his eyes.lol retard. wen we got bak on the bus he sat with me and we talked and stuff. he kissed me on the elbow and i called him a pussy for not kissing me in front of the guys. so he did. i then went bak to res coz he had a double bed and we layed in eachothers arms. it was so beautiful. i didnt see him on tuesday but we couldnt stop thinking bout eachother. i went to watch underwater hockey on the wednesday but he wasnt there, then my housemate msgd me and told me that he was there looking for me. i was over the moon. i then went to res and he was there and he came bak to mine. we were gonna go out but he didnt want to so we went bak there and watched dvds. at 2:56am we made it official. it was been the best week and a half of my life. i only saw him 1/2 and hour ago but i miss him already. we are so different yet we are so alike...i love it.

sowwi to bore you bout that.

i have 9 mins till my test. wish me luck

hugs and kisses

smells
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