May 02, 2005 16:04
hey people
whats goin on??
hmmmmm well life here i guess could be a lot better. im feeling kinda down at the moment and i cant really explaine why. im feeling kinda down and lonly i guess. still havnt quite found my way in yet, i dunno how to explaine it.
well im in the 24 hr lab at uni, i have been her for lik and hour and a half. i havnt spent a full monday at uni in a month. and i have 9-5 on mondays so its my biggest day, still i dont care.
big news for some people. i piked up a real hotty a week and a half ago. it was my second nite out on the town in warrny and i was pretty stoked. his name is jake, he has long hait (kinda like urs paul) and a goati. hmmmmm. he lives in colac which is like just over and hour from me, and he was 19 on the 17th of april. he comes to warrny every weekend and OMG. he has the most awsome eyes, when his hair isnt in the way anway. and when i kiss him its like im floating. i saw him again last wednesday, but i was absolutly shitfaced that i dont really member if anything happend. i drank a bottle of vodka, a fruit tingle, and 6 beers. the fruit tingle and beers out and the bottle before we went out. hmmmm. but the nite i fisrt piked up jake i was drinking, sorry sculling, everyones drinks. and for the first time in my life, when i got home i chuked after drinking. so in one nite i piked up and chuked. so very proud of myself. but bak to my story, he msgd me the other nite and i didnt have his number so i usedmy housemates fone and i called him. he asked if i was goin out and i sed i would if her told me who he was...i think i secretly knew...he sed it was him i sed well u come and see me and ill come out, but hios mate was getting bashed so he had to go. he is sooooooo fuking hot, im gonna show him my room this week.
we have the warrny cup on thursday should be awsome fun. all of us getting dressed up in out formal gear, baha me in a dress. hahahahaha. anyway i can just see it happening now, me and my housemate...it could be a reinactment of when cath and kim went to the races. just a couple of pissed bitches fuked off our tities. hehe fun.
i am sooooo poor at the moment. 4 weeks in a row i have called work and sed that i couldnt work for at least one shift. and i stil havnt got centrelink and from this week i have to pay rent.....arrrrrrrrrrrrr i dont even make enough money to eat, get fuked up and smoke. not good. but i have had a deck for almost a week so im getting better.
work is getting better, i actually have conversations with people there now. so im sarting to loosen up and show people who i really am. hmmmm my hands are cold.
i should be printing off lecture notes so i mite do that now, but people reply to my post email me or call me i need to be informed about melbourne life, im going crazy here with the slow warnambool people.
ope to here from u soon
wuv SM_ALLE