May 20, 2008 09:39
i am going to get my marketing degree at asu. and then i will go to fidm. if i don't go into fashion, or at least see if i like it, i will be settling for the rest of my life. i get so intimidated and down on myself on these types of things. i always think that i'd never be good enough, but thinking now, how on earth can i know that? i've never given my potential a chance. i need to just go for things. nothing is unattainable.
im really excited about this. i wish i were done with asu so i can move and start my life. 2 1/2 more years? ... yuck.
matt is probably going to get his mba after he graduates. he also wants to go to mba school in california or new york. apparently if you're going to get your mba, you may as well go to the best school. which means... long distance for another 2 years or someone has to compromise.
being in a serious relationship is funny. suddenly you're sharing your life, molding your life around them and vice versa. but i do love him. sometimes i look at him and i am surprised that he actually exists.
the friendship bread batter is still fermenting. smells like alcohol, and matt thinks its unsanitary. i refused to let him throw it away.