i keep having dreams with a certain person that i was obsessed with for pretty much the entirety of my high school years. and then i end up being bitter at my naivete for the rest of the day. not bitter because of him, bitter because i was stupid. and its embarassing ( Read more... )

small insignificant updates
- im basically the winner of summer school. i got the highest grade on my bio exam, and 100% on my math exam.
- im going to minor in sociology.
- i started at urban again last week, it was more awesome than i remembered.
- my office job is going ok, too. for some reason stuffing folders or making labels for 8 hours ( Read more... )

today was my first day of summer school.  bio100.

my first day of school
-my partner was this boy named david who had dragons on his shirt. he also had a speech impediment, and i couldn't help but wonder, are kids with speech impediments doomed to be nerds?
-there was this kid in front of me whose butt crack was exposed through half of the 4.5 hour ( Read more... )

sky harbor loves to claim that they are america's friendliest airport. it's not. i think salt lake city's airport is.

so since i made a list of creepy things about provo, i'm going to make a list of happy things about provo.

things about provo that make me happy
1. there is no shortage of ice cream/frozen yogurt places because everyone goes on too ( Read more... )

for everything to work out, you have to make it work out.

this is the part i have trouble with.

the past couple of days have been rainy. i stayed at cami's the past 2 nights. she let me use all her expensive hair products. we got free shave(d) ice today. i've read through the first 2 books in the twilight series (yeah, yeah... i got sucked in). ( Read more... )

things i wish i could do, but probably never will
be a yoga instructor
take yoga
own an art gallery or flower shoppe
know anything about art, or flowers
play a musical instrument, really well, preferrably the harp
get my doctorate (just for the dr.)
blow hundreds of dollars at anthropologie and/or urban
save money
be the lady on everday italian

i woke up to rain and sufjan stevens this morning. the view out of julianne's apartment is absolutely beautiful, you can see the tops of trees and mountains that are usually snow-capped. right now gray clouds are enveloping the mountain tops, and there is a slight breeze rustling the leaves. everything feels... pretty.

i am going to get my marketing degree at asu. and then i will go to fidm. if i don't go into fashion, or at least see if i like it, i will be settling for the rest of my life. i get so intimidated and down on myself on these types of things. i always think that i'd never be good enough, but thinking now, how on earth can i know that? i've never ( Read more... )

although i do love provo, i am ok with the fact that i don't live here. many things about this place creep me out.

things about provo that creep me out
1. people here like games a lot. board games, card games, sports games, you name it, they like it. too much.
2. the dating scene.
3. babies. strollers. everywhere.
4. bermuda shorts. now, i do own a ( Read more... )

things i learned my freshman year of college
- procrastination doesn't work.
- dorms are not the place to make friends. they are, however, the place to find high schoolers with no parental supervision.
- manzy is really as bad as they say it is.
- people are really, really annoying.

i think that's it.

im sitting at byu right now, waiting for matt to get ( Read more... )