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I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while
Far is solace in the maddening pace
sad state written on my face
not a tight rope walk but dance
uncertain game of chance
but I'll see it through in time
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while
And if a person, place or thing can deliver
I will quiver with delight
tempted by the hand that could
blind my vision and sight
but at twenty years of age
in frolic and in rage
I will see it through in time
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
I'll be here a while
But the dawn has come into the endless night
and everything's going to be alright
but at thirty years of age
through frolic and in rage
all regressed and healed in time
I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere
Said I, said I, said I, I will survive
I am sitting here listening to this song and i just really think it is a great thing, i just love it and yea... today wasnt better than yesterday and things to do just keep piling and piling up and i dont really know what to do but just do and i get everything done. went to the dentist today and i was there for like two hours, and it sucked, i hate waiting rooms, but today it wasnt so bad becasue i have so much physics to do and i did most of it which is mucho bueno. my inner angst has not gone away and i wish it would already i am sick and tired to being so thoughtful about everything, at times i wish i didnt have a brain or a mental capacity to think things that i do because i know it would prevent many things that happen due to my analysis on many things... relationship included. sats are on saturday and i am afriad... i havent studied and i dont know what my mom will do i get the same kind of score as i got last time, she doesnt want to pay for anything unless she knows it will get me somewhere... who says i want to get somewhere? where she wants me to be. man o man. i wish someone would take my place, or tell me what to do, i wish i had some kind of support and guidance, i know i can call people and could talk to them, it just seems as if nobody is there for me you know i just think that nobody can relate and i wish i could relate to myself. i cant.
REsPoNd the wAy I waNT yoU TO...
not like i am tell you what to do just i wish people would at times it would make life so much more easier and i am sure people think the same with me as well.
fEEliNg BluE,
I BiT oFF moRe ThaN i CouLd CHEW
MaKe a DeCiSiOn....
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fOllow.... sollow.... and then KNOW
I will Be there FOr aNyone!
Make A ChOicE..... All I WanT to HeaR is YOUR VoiCe!
note: random thoughts that are in my mind and are influenced by the songs in my head.