May 28, 2004 12:19
i'm so excited to see mommy tonight. i pick her up from the airport after work around 10pm and then it's off to auntie connie's for a fun-filled extra long weekend. i don't even care what we do. we don't hafta do anything. we can just sit, and be in each other's presence. that would be enough for me. just as long as she doesn't try to get too huggy all the time. that gets annoying. i'm a little nervous though. there are so many things on my mind that i want to talk to her about, but i'm definitely afraid of her reaction to them. if i do say something i'll wait til the end of the weekend. that way the misery will only last for a day or so when we're together as opposed to the whole weekend. ahh... i don't know. i just don't wanna spoil the good mood of everything. but then again i don't wanna tell her over the phone because it would be harder to fully understand how the other party is feeling about what you're talking about. plus no one can hang up on you in person.