names
i realized today that jessica is a very prissy and stupid-sounding name. i don't think i want it anymore. not that i wanna sound butch or anything. i dunno. it just doesn't sound like me. what about... oh forget it, i can't think of anything. do names really mean anything anyway? they're just something your parents give you so as not to get you confused with the many other things they have to worry about. sigh... i think i'm reading way too much into this.