Aug 22, 2011 06:27
Oh lord. Well. Things have been going fairly well. I have been spending so much time with Mark over the past week. I absolutely love him. He's not a perfect man, has a lot of faults and isn't always the brightest person, but I think that's why I love him so much. Its like, the first time I met him... he just... mended my heart instantly. Its hard to explain it really is. He makes me a better person. He makes me a better lover, friend and just a better me.
We haven't had sex yet because we don't want it to be all about that yet. And he told me he's falling for me, that he knows he doesn't want to be without me. We were talking about sex and I said I'm really nervous about my body. This weightloss has made things a little weird looking to say the least and I don't feel beautiful without clothes on. And he said "katie I don't care if you're a size 8 or a size 2 or have you're small boobs or want to get bigger ones, you'll always be beautiful to me"
My heart is filled with happiness. I miss him when we aren't together and I miss him when we are together. He's absolutely amazing. I wish everyone could meet him so I can show him off. I'm so proud of him.