Aug 10, 2011 01:39
So. Tomorrow well today I guess, tonight, I pick up Taylor from the airport. I've decided whatever. I'll use him for sex like he uses me. At least for a little while. I hate him. I hate that I love him. Ugh.
I haven't really heard much from Tim, so I haven't really any idea what's going on with that. Maybe its for the better. sometimes not talking helps us grow apart. I wish he would send me some money or something to help me out since its his fault I'm in this mess altogether.
I need to quit smoking. My asthma is getting to bad for me to handle. I'm tired of being lonely.