birthday month blues
Well, I found out today my mom has to go to jail for 30 days. I'm not sure why, as she wont tell me. But needless to say she's going sometime this week. I normally wouldn't be so selfish ... but I don't get to talk to my brother Josh because he's in jail. I don't get to talk to my daddy, because obviously. And now I wont get to talk to my mom. Mu birthday is never a big deal to me normally, because john and tim either forgot it, or never did anything for it.
And so now I'm single and it'll feel the same, because I haven't done anything for my birthday since I was 21 and before that it was 18 and I can't remember anything amazing before then. So even though I don't really want to even celebrate turning 24, it would have been nice to hear from one of my parents. So.. awesome.
I bought a dress for my smaller size, but I wont have money to do anything for it anyway but I'm still going to wear it around the house with my tiara and straighten my hair and put my face on.
Holy balls this blows. I wish it was November already.
And so now I'm single and it'll feel the same, because I haven't done anything for my birthday since I was 21 and before that it was 18 and I can't remember anything amazing before then. So even though I don't really want to even celebrate turning 24, it would have been nice to hear from one of my parents. So.. awesome.
I bought a dress for my smaller size, but I wont have money to do anything for it anyway but I'm still going to wear it around the house with my tiara and straighten my hair and put my face on.
Holy balls this blows. I wish it was November already.