that was quite a show
I'm at work. I didn't get any sleep today because I hung out in Laguna hills from the time I got off work until around 3. I didn't get any sleep today. I'm exhausted to say the least. I am just glad its my Friday night at work. though I wouldn't complain for getting more hours either. I could use all the extra cash that I can get.
I talked to my bestie Tamara today. its always so good to hear her voice. she wants me to move to north Carolina to be there with her and her son. to be honest I am really giving it a few thoughts. after school of course. maybe in the winter time.
I'm so sad. I'm lonely. I miss someone texting me asking how I am. or tell me they're thinking of me. I miss coming home from work knowing I am going to be cuddled up next to someone for bedtime. miss having a best friend. I miss someone calling and saying that they're on their way home to me. I guess I just miss companionship.
I keep thinking of all the positive things I've got going on. how my options will grow once I graduate high school. I could go to the army. I'm starting to think that's my only way out at this point.
I just wish he wanted me. god I want him. so bad it hurts. it hurts so much.
I talked to my bestie Tamara today. its always so good to hear her voice. she wants me to move to north Carolina to be there with her and her son. to be honest I am really giving it a few thoughts. after school of course. maybe in the winter time.
I'm so sad. I'm lonely. I miss someone texting me asking how I am. or tell me they're thinking of me. I miss coming home from work knowing I am going to be cuddled up next to someone for bedtime. miss having a best friend. I miss someone calling and saying that they're on their way home to me. I guess I just miss companionship.
I keep thinking of all the positive things I've got going on. how my options will grow once I graduate high school. I could go to the army. I'm starting to think that's my only way out at this point.
I just wish he wanted me. god I want him. so bad it hurts. it hurts so much.