Apr 23, 2006 03:25
I've been maintaining.
-I go back to school in two days. I don't know how I'm going to get in without my NY state ID or school ID.
-Another one of my rats died.
-My cat had to be hospitalized. It was life threatening.
-The song "Dream Universe" has been playing nonstop in my head and MP3 player.
-Work is hard, but im getting the hang of it.
-I have little to no appetite at all, but I force myself to eat. Like right now. Im really hungry in a way, but i dont wanna eat also. Im going to make myself something to eat, and eat it.
-I think I'm going to start trying to read again. Ever since the "situation", i haven't been able to concentrate to read like that.
-I'm having serious trust issues with anyone that I don't know at this point in time... I hope that will pass.
-I question how someone can do what people have done to me, negatively. I'd really, seriously like to know.