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all_for_you06

Moving on

Mar 19, 2006 02:02

The Camp interview is coming up very soon! April 1st. im ready for contact! The craft, song and game will knock'em dead! School's monday, im pretty much caught up with everything. I'll be on clear sailings very soon. I got a new job interview, Graduation in 4 months, chillin with my buddies at prom, Spring's presence....A new chapter is just right ( Read more... )

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all_for_you06 March 20 2006, 22:06:13 UTC

if this is catie. I dont need you, its all bull shit. I dont need it. and stop complaining that you dont need it either. If its not catie....what am I talkin about, it is. Your just makin sure nobody knows....bullshit

gumby03 March 21 2006, 02:34:38 UTC

it isnt. would you stop blaming this shit on me...i already gave you an entry..why the hell would i comment.

all_for_you06 March 21 2006, 02:47:37 UTC

I dont belive you. seriously. I know what ive done, I know ive been a dick head, I know you think the reason for "giving up" is based around time. Think what you will about me. But im thoughly confused. I will stick with my reason on it. I may be wrong but....fuck it. Im not in need to cause shit (because I know its gonna happen again). Bye

gumby03 March 21 2006, 12:42:08 UTC

Who are you really angry at ( ... )

all_for_you06 March 21 2006, 21:13:05 UTC

I dont really know what to say at this time. Anything I say wont cause an effect on you. I am sorry that it had to end this way. I feel horible though I try to block it up, and I cant stop thinking about you.....us. You probably see im mixed up right now, im also sorry for that. I tend to do and do not think, that gets the best of me and it fucks me up in alot of matters. Deep down inside, I want to be number "5". Not just the guy who you say "oh...HIM! yea hes just a guy I went out with for abit. no biggy" Im lost in the dark with you and it makes me furious to maximum extents. But it really doesn't matter. I fucked up in the head! It cant go back to us ever being together. Ive dug myself deeper and deeper with every conversation that we had. I was aiming to be a buddy, and friend. Asking you how your days went, how lifes going and such. I hate it seriously that I half to argue with you just to see how your feeling. Theres not a day where I go and not think of you. Its starting to make me go mad. I think about the future. It makes ( ... )

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