Dec 01, 2007 21:53
I can't do this anymore.
I don't want to live here. I am so tired of San Diego!
Honestly, what is even keeping me here?
I feel so alone.I feel so fake.
I am tired of not being able to get through a single day with out getting really sad. I can't tell you how many times I have just cried to the point where I have had nothing left to cry...
I guess some would say that I am "running away" but i really think that things are not going to get better for me unless I leave...
I am not happy here.
I need to do some soul searching.
I can't wait for Christmas! I am also very nervous. It can either go really well or really bad...
I can't wait to see my parents and princess. I can't wait to see my grandparents!