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I think I can honestly say that I don't know what to do.
I can't stand anything about myself right now.
I feel so stupid. How can this be happening again.
I am not meant for school. It has never been my thing. I have always wanted it to be but it never is.
Last night at work Joe asked me..."is there something wrong,what's up with you lately...you have not been yourself recently"
I could not even talk. I just started crying as I sat in the office counting our deposit.
I can not put into words all of the things I am feeling. I don't even know where to begin.
I feel like i am a big let down to everyone. even myself. I wish I could be better at things. I am so sick and tired of everything that is here. I want out.
I am so sick of myself right now. everything about me.
I can't stand anything about myself right now.
I feel so stupid. How can this be happening again.
I am not meant for school. It has never been my thing. I have always wanted it to be but it never is.
Last night at work Joe asked me..."is there something wrong,what's up with you lately...you have not been yourself recently"
I could not even talk. I just started crying as I sat in the office counting our deposit.
I can not put into words all of the things I am feeling. I don't even know where to begin.
I feel like i am a big let down to everyone. even myself. I wish I could be better at things. I am so sick and tired of everything that is here. I want out.
I am so sick of myself right now. everything about me.