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[alkaline3iscool]

friday and im all alone.....nothing new here. i need a life. god i hate oconomowoc. no one ever calls me anymore, its sweet. yeah life is very boring......yup. well i dont know at least i have a job now(again). whoo another summer of fun. yeah whatever ill prolly just be sitting on my ass all summer like i did last summer. god was that stupid as

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yeah

[alkaline3iscool]

hey whaddya know someone actually read my journal. you may be 12(haha just kidding) but i appreciate you mmm.... advice i think it should be called. but im just pissed because im a loser. yeah im sitting home a friday night and i sat on my ass all day, because i have nothing better to do. Back in the old days i had friends who were good firends and we hung out all the time, no matter what. its not the same anymore i dont have any of those kinds of friends, they all just blow me off. i guess im just a little tired and worn out and everyday i wake up wondering if im going to actually hang out with someone but i just dont have the kind of friends i used to have who would hang out no matter what. and when we hung out we actually had fun, we didnt just sit on our asses all day wondering what we should do, we thought of some crazy stupid idea and did it, no matter what. no one cared. i wish i still had those kinds of people in my life, but the truth is i dont. most of the time i just go along with what people are doing and act like a bum because im not happy with what im doing. im really sick of not having a good time with friends who actually care about me. whatever. i try not to think about it but that doesn't work because i have nothing better to do. well thanks for reading my journal, whitney, and thanks for the concern.