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friday and im all alone.....nothing new here. i need a life. god i hate oconomowoc. no one ever calls me anymore, its sweet. yeah life is very boring......yup. well i dont know at least i have a job now(again). whoo another summer of fun. yeah whatever ill prolly just be sitting on my ass all summer like i did last summer. god was that stupid as hell. i wish i could go back and just put 2 summers ago on repeat. most fun ive ever had, ever. that will never happen though. i dont think ill ever have that much fun in a summer ever again. actually i know i wont. that summer went way too fast. all the smoking pot and wandering around misty meadows aimlessly, and driving around in andys pink wagon, listening to saves, oh man. good times, good times indeed. ahh, fun. well at least coheed and cambria was like the best live band ive ever seen.
umm...yeah what has everyone been up to latly, cause no one ever talks to me anymore, its really cool, i love it. anyways i complain to much in case any of you haven't noticed. im very bitter, and cynical, and i guess you could say "jaded", well i dont know, i miss the good ol days. i think, what would it be like if andys parents didnt find the yahoo conversation, me and wes would still be friends, i wonder if he would have became what he is today, i dont know i have a problem where i cant stop thinking about the past and what i i could have done to change things and what it would have been like when they are changed. i love my life. yeah i wish. everything i do is something i wish i could change, well i shouldnt say that, not everything, but there are a lot of things i wish i would have done, i wish i would have thought it through a little more. whatever. i hate this.
umm...yeah what has everyone been up to latly, cause no one ever talks to me anymore, its really cool, i love it. anyways i complain to much in case any of you haven't noticed. im very bitter, and cynical, and i guess you could say "jaded", well i dont know, i miss the good ol days. i think, what would it be like if andys parents didnt find the yahoo conversation, me and wes would still be friends, i wonder if he would have became what he is today, i dont know i have a problem where i cant stop thinking about the past and what i i could have done to change things and what it would have been like when they are changed. i love my life. yeah i wish. everything i do is something i wish i could change, well i shouldnt say that, not everything, but there are a lot of things i wish i would have done, i wish i would have thought it through a little more. whatever. i hate this.