Take a chance you stupid girl......
So I regretted to mention that my work schedule got changed to 10:30-7 PM Mon-Fri.
And I never got that apartment. Fucking parents. Whats going to happen when I move out for real?
But Halloween and my weekend was alright. I ended up going out Saturday night, to Numbers, dressed up like a dead silent film star again with Sarah all zombied up too....but it kinda sucked, only Randy and Andy were there. And nothing good happened that night so I wont bother explaining it.
Sunday night, I just went out in regular clothes and wore a pirate hat. Me and Sarah met up with everyone over at Andy's and we went to some party. It was alright, it was chill and there were some cool people there. Sarah got really really drunk though, insanely drunk, and she was really in no position to go to a second party that Brian and James were going to, so I did something I'm never, ever, doing again. I drove her all the way out to PEARLAND, to Andrew's house, where she would be taken care of. I got home at 2 AM and got in trouble with my parents, but I did what I had to do. I guess Brian told Sarah I was a cockblock but fuck that shit, I was looking out for her, I have some fucking integrity.
Andy called me when I was about to get off work last night, I was surprised. I was like wow, hey. And we talked for a while and arrrr I really like him why cant I just tell him? I dont know. But I ended up going downtown to his house and meeting up with Sarah, Andrew, and Jacob there. We just chilled there for a while and then everyone left and I went with Andy and Randy to Cactus to rent movies. We came back and watched some documentary and then I had to go home....in the middle of a fucking thunderstorm. But I am ALWAYS at their house, Andy said I should just move in. Hey I wouldnt mind, I'll sleep on the fucking floor and help pay their rent and shit, I'm just sick of living at home.
But I really like him, and I heard that I confuse him or something. Why am I so fucking confusing?! Im not!!! I wish I was just more outgoing when I come to boys, I wish I was better at flirting back.......but I have some morals you know. I dont like to pass myself around or come off as easy like a lot of the girls I've met here. I'll never stop being me you know....but I wanna tell him.....just dont know how.....I like him that much....
Well, gotta get to work.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo-Ali.
And I never got that apartment. Fucking parents. Whats going to happen when I move out for real?
But Halloween and my weekend was alright. I ended up going out Saturday night, to Numbers, dressed up like a dead silent film star again with Sarah all zombied up too....but it kinda sucked, only Randy and Andy were there. And nothing good happened that night so I wont bother explaining it.
Sunday night, I just went out in regular clothes and wore a pirate hat. Me and Sarah met up with everyone over at Andy's and we went to some party. It was alright, it was chill and there were some cool people there. Sarah got really really drunk though, insanely drunk, and she was really in no position to go to a second party that Brian and James were going to, so I did something I'm never, ever, doing again. I drove her all the way out to PEARLAND, to Andrew's house, where she would be taken care of. I got home at 2 AM and got in trouble with my parents, but I did what I had to do. I guess Brian told Sarah I was a cockblock but fuck that shit, I was looking out for her, I have some fucking integrity.
Andy called me when I was about to get off work last night, I was surprised. I was like wow, hey. And we talked for a while and arrrr I really like him why cant I just tell him? I dont know. But I ended up going downtown to his house and meeting up with Sarah, Andrew, and Jacob there. We just chilled there for a while and then everyone left and I went with Andy and Randy to Cactus to rent movies. We came back and watched some documentary and then I had to go home....in the middle of a fucking thunderstorm. But I am ALWAYS at their house, Andy said I should just move in. Hey I wouldnt mind, I'll sleep on the fucking floor and help pay their rent and shit, I'm just sick of living at home.
But I really like him, and I heard that I confuse him or something. Why am I so fucking confusing?! Im not!!! I wish I was just more outgoing when I come to boys, I wish I was better at flirting back.......but I have some morals you know. I dont like to pass myself around or come off as easy like a lot of the girls I've met here. I'll never stop being me you know....but I wanna tell him.....just dont know how.....I like him that much....
Well, gotta get to work.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo-Ali.