Oh man.....
So, I informed my mom about my plans to move out.
She wrote me a letter begging me not to, and left it on my bed. She thinks I'll need her financial help, but I wont. Also calling me stupid because I'll have to commute to work, and how she doesnt want me to be living from paycheck to paycheck. She thinks I'll come begging for money. I really wont need it. But if I want THIS apartment, I have to get it, NOW. I am financially ready, but she doesnt believe so. She doesnt know whats in my bank account. I have a steady job and I have my ways of paying for expenses covered. She just, arrrrgh, and then I dont know how to argue my way out of it with her either. It sucks, I dont know exactly what to do, other than to go and move ahead with the deposit and paperwork and just not tell her about it. But I dont want to leave home on bad terms, I just want some support you know....
I'm not falling away again, and I'm not getting into trouble, and I'm not going to. Why cant anyone see that? I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN THE CITY IN MY OWN FUCKING PLACE IM TIRED OF BEING SEEN AS A LITTLE KID STILL. I am getting that apartment, me and Sarah have our deposit money sitting and ready to go.
Anyways, fancy birthday party for Sarah's boy Andrew at Union tonight, cant wait.
Back to fucking work.....
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo-Ali.
She wrote me a letter begging me not to, and left it on my bed. She thinks I'll need her financial help, but I wont. Also calling me stupid because I'll have to commute to work, and how she doesnt want me to be living from paycheck to paycheck. She thinks I'll come begging for money. I really wont need it. But if I want THIS apartment, I have to get it, NOW. I am financially ready, but she doesnt believe so. She doesnt know whats in my bank account. I have a steady job and I have my ways of paying for expenses covered. She just, arrrrgh, and then I dont know how to argue my way out of it with her either. It sucks, I dont know exactly what to do, other than to go and move ahead with the deposit and paperwork and just not tell her about it. But I dont want to leave home on bad terms, I just want some support you know....
I'm not falling away again, and I'm not getting into trouble, and I'm not going to. Why cant anyone see that? I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN THE CITY IN MY OWN FUCKING PLACE IM TIRED OF BEING SEEN AS A LITTLE KID STILL. I am getting that apartment, me and Sarah have our deposit money sitting and ready to go.
Anyways, fancy birthday party for Sarah's boy Andrew at Union tonight, cant wait.
Back to fucking work.....
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo-Ali.