opening night.
incredible.. thats all i can say.
i'm so glad i actually tried out for hip hop this year. i complained a lot about all the time i spent there and stuff but it really was so much fun. i met a lot of people, got closer to people i already knew, and talked to people that i probably otherwise wouldn't have gotten the chance to talk too.
tonight was the first show. i don't think i've ever been so nervous or scared to do something. ha i'm the biggest loser ever. got make up and stuff done and got dressed then cindy and stacy brought me a balloon that got me pretty excited/anxious. then, got ready for the show. i felt like throwing up, i was so nervous.standing outside the auditorium and looking at all the people made me so scared i actually cried haha. my hands were shaking. demello acted out what would happen and that's all i thought about when i was waiting. i stretched out a bit and jumped to get my jitters out and then we went in. on stage i was so scared i'd forget but after doing it hundreds of times i just did it. it wasn't even that bad, it was such a rush. after i felt fine, like it wasn't a big deal.
somewhere in all of this i lost my voice? yea..pretty cool. but it's late and i'm tired and sick. funeral tomorrow morning..should be a good time. well..goodnight.
you don't know how lovely you are
i'm so glad i actually tried out for hip hop this year. i complained a lot about all the time i spent there and stuff but it really was so much fun. i met a lot of people, got closer to people i already knew, and talked to people that i probably otherwise wouldn't have gotten the chance to talk too.
tonight was the first show. i don't think i've ever been so nervous or scared to do something. ha i'm the biggest loser ever. got make up and stuff done and got dressed then cindy and stacy brought me a balloon that got me pretty excited/anxious. then, got ready for the show. i felt like throwing up, i was so nervous.standing outside the auditorium and looking at all the people made me so scared i actually cried haha. my hands were shaking. demello acted out what would happen and that's all i thought about when i was waiting. i stretched out a bit and jumped to get my jitters out and then we went in. on stage i was so scared i'd forget but after doing it hundreds of times i just did it. it wasn't even that bad, it was such a rush. after i felt fine, like it wasn't a big deal.
somewhere in all of this i lost my voice? yea..pretty cool. but it's late and i'm tired and sick. funeral tomorrow morning..should be a good time. well..goodnight.
you don't know how lovely you are