Strange

[alittletoonaive]

So I've finally come to the conclusion that all things happen for a reason... Although it may not be a good one, it still happens, no matter what, and I'm starting to become more ok with that as time goes on. Just because things don't always go your way, doesn't mean that it won't change later on. If things/ people are meant to be, everything will fall into place with time. I think I've finally grown up a little in that aspect...A little late for that, but at least it happened. As long as I still have him in my life, with the chance of something more, that's good enough...For right now at least. I still love him, and even though he loves me in a different way (so he says), I wish it was less platonic. Once you know what being in love feels like, it's kind of hard to part with it. Once you fall in love, if it's honestly the kind of love that you know you will never feel for anyone else, then you never lose it. I hate playing things like this by ear, but hopefully it will be worth while in the long-run.
Your my best friend, I love you to death, and I hope things will be good.