::*Sigh*::

[alittletoonaive]

I honestly don't know what to think of myself anymore. I mean, one minute, I think everything's going good, and the next, I'm being told that I'm being a stubborn bitch. I just want to make him happy, but every time I think I am, I get a total slap in the face. We obviously have different views on certain things, but oh well, who doesn't. I hate it how there's been so many people who have tried to break us up, or make things even more difficult for us over the past 7 months. It's like they don't think I'm good enough for him, or...I don't even know why people say or do half the shit they do, but they can sit there and talk about how I'm the "millionth" girl he's been "in love" with, or that he says he's going to marry every girl he goes out with, I don't even care anymore, I've given up on caring about what other people think of us. It's not even important. I know he loves me, and there's no doubt in my mind how I feel about him. I'm not going to let all these little sluts ruin us. If there's one thing in my life I'm keeping, it's him. I hate it when we fight, but I hate it even more when we're not together.

I love you, I don't want to fight... I'm trying, just be patient... I'll get better at this soon...